Monday, June 28, 2010

..tell me goodbye..

it's a sad sad day
since i was again offered a post in malacca
my mum made it clear that no one's gonna be home for my cats benefit
kaklang's in usm
kin's in um
ira got spm coming up
mum's not as able as she used to be
and dad.. let's not start with dad
and now
we've come to a decision
to donate them
ALL of them
(with exception for
MALAM; she was rarely home
CHARLIE; same reason as MALAM
CARAMEL; he can no longer walk and I'm positive he's gonna be let to sleep if sent)
to SPCA
(Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals)

it was not our favorable choices
and yet
decision has to be made
reality kicks in
and reality sucks!

i could only hope and pray
that a worthy candidate will take them in
and nurture as much as i have
perhaps more than i had

if tomorrow goes smoothly as planned
by this time tomorrow
i'll loose my haven

sigh, can't stop crying while writing this down
at this point big bang's tell me goodbye speak softly to my soul (especially T.O.P's rap)
and all i can say is
I wish it weren't so...
Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye




English Translations
(source: JPopAsia)

Letting you go...(please somebody)
Letting you go...(please somebody)

No, I got this, yeah
Still I´m thinking about this thing called love
You got me shaken up (please tell me there´s a way)
And it got my head just spinnin´ round round round round (please tell me there´s a way)
Don´t wanne take a fall, it´s best to brake it all
It´s gonna be better for you to move on (please tell me there´s a way)
Uh uh, we break it, break it or thought we make it, make it
And now we cover it all

Girl, I swear I won´t even for a second
Cause you any pain
In order to protect you
There's no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
And I got nothing, nothing to say

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seems to be letting go
If forgetting me will give you freedom baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye

Girl, you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
I wake up crying these words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I´ll never find better, better than you

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seems to be letting go
Merely being by my side is not kindness baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye

Yo and it´s so, so
Said it just ain´t happening
Wish you could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can´t let'cha
To be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn´t live with myself seeing you lacking
The thing you deserve
Baby you you were superb
Always believe that it hurts
That bleeds in this world
I feel the aching through my body
It just takes a bigger part of me
To be letting you go
I wish that weren't so...

Your voice, pained and fading away, away-ay-ay-ay
Erased completly by the wind, stay, stay-ay-ay-ay
All these things, I can´t take it, those tears, don´t cry for me
For your sake I´ll never look back again. Eh-eh-eh-ain

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
Merely being be my side is not kindness baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

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